Wednesday, October 7, 2026

Pain will kill you

  ..................uncontrolled pain puts real strain on the heart, through higher blood pressure and heart rate. So your pain and your cardiac issue aren't as separate as they seem,

91 civic wagon fuel tank

Hi,
 see the pictures? this is the car,,,

 
 

 it is a 1990 Honda Civic 2 wh drive w/ a 1.5L automatic trans. it has my wheelchair lift on top., VIN#  JHMEE2853LS012959
This is the tank that your ad claims will fit... again, holes in different places and completely different shape.....really...

 









  


this is the tank that came out of it with four or five rot holes in it.....    Notice where the fuel pump hole is???

   I did already leave 100% POS feedback because I know how difficult it is to run a business, and wish nothing but success for CarParts

It cost me a lot of time effort and extra cash at a shop for getting my POS car back on the road, and believe me, I KNOW I need a better car, but being disabled cars that actually can work for me and the mods needed to drive them is more expensive than the car itself. and this thing is all set to drive with hand controls and a wheelchair lift

Hey, I doubt you can do anything for me? maybe a store credit for my troubles?? alittle cash back in my Paypal. (I didn't send it back, and worked with it. had it painted before I was even told it won't fit)
\But   what is important is that other people don't think it might fit their wagon... causing you further issues.
the frame will not even allow your tank to mount correctly...and even after beating it to death, it still doesn't fit neatly.

thank you for your time and consideration in this matter, and anticipate hearing back from you.

sincerely,
Ed  Ward

can't get a doctor without having a doctor

Dear K*****,

    I have been looking for a couple weeks now. I found a provider, but they don't take Wellness....I'm not sure what they do accept. I been getting the run-a-round, so it seems. I get blocked with every doctor I call or write. eventually every conversation ends with, "Sorry, have a nice day"
   I will keep trying, but with my reduced quality of life, I get so little done. I was hoping there was a service for those of us that have trouble navigating the health field.
   I can tell you all about floor coverings, but nothing about what, where, who or why- which witch-doctor to choose. The worse that can happen is I get a bad doctor. and I have had them before, years ago. when I didn't know better.
    My last doctor, who was best, closed practice due to "New" rules for dispensing pain killers.
Did I tell you? I am confined to a wheelchair, and have no legs? Not paralyzed, not stumps, Nothing...No Legs at all.    well I do have pain, daily (And nightly). bad to intolerable.
and lately, it has become unbearable.
    Sure, we all have problems. I find myself wondering about the "recluse old man" down the street, or the "Cat Lady" on the next block, who cannot, for many reasons even articulate their needs. Yet need medical attention.
While I still can try, I want to get help.
\    Still don't know just what to do. This must be how it starts. (And ends).

I will continue doing what I been doing, which is exactly what you recommend, And I feel I may be crazy to think, doing the same thing over and over-----expecting different results, will work. But here I go.

Thank you for your time and concern. God Bless.
  Sincerely,
Ed Ward

Pain care in USA

 Nice visit today. My angiogram was performed 5 months ago. TODAY it was critical to go to the emergency room. 

It's never been critical to manage pain. I will go either A.) when my pain will allow me to, or B.) when the ambulance takes me because I had a major cardiac event. Till then my priority remains managing my Chronic pain, best I can with or without your help. I had more hope with you helping, than you obviously can provide. At least I can rest at home, in peace.

    I tried to tell anyone who would listen. Apparently they are listening... to someone else. Too busy covering their liability than to take care of their patients.

Tuesday, February 28, 2023

getting sick will kill you if you place your faith in the medical system

Bless you for replying. I feel we can only swap notes, what has happened is horrendous! I have lost so many friends due to the regulations, and to be honest, I have become quite ambivalent about whether I live or die.
   Gov. Sununnu here in NH had approved a house bill basically telling doctors can prescribe as they see fit with no reprucussions from the state, But seems nobody is taking note of it. bad news travels fast, good news? I don't think it travels at all.
   Regardless, what I need to know is if there are any class action suits against this travesty. Or is everyone too afraid to go up against the Gov. over what so many clearly see as wrong.
    Maybe they will after they watch their Mother die a slow painful death from cancer, while being read the riot act by the VNA over how they're afraid to give this octogenarian more than four 5mg oxycodone, for fear or her becoming addicted.
  It was as much pain for me dealing with her painful passing for nearly three months.
   Lest I digress.
   I need to hear about some legal action some law firm with the balls to stand up to the government and say, "Enough is enough!" and you know damn well, I will be on the top of the list in any legal action. That is of course, if I am still alive.
    so, let's keep in touch if we hear anything promising in the future,,, and not give up the fight, and let them win, and kill us all off. It's not the first time this has happened, History shows us time and again where genoside was perpetuated by the Govermant. It's happening all over again.

Tuesday, July 26, 2022

letter to insurance

 J,

   
   I know about pain solutions as well. just another detox, not a pain management facility.... in fact, the "New" PA-C (not MD) is a transfer from pain solutions. and as with all so-called pain management facilities in NH..... they are all just detox facilities.
    I believe I might stand a better chance for competent care at a Boston Hospital specializing in Phantom Limb Pain, a relatively nitch medical malady for which little is known. I would not believe anyone claiming it is what I say it is, because most survivors recover eventually. But, not all. Some, Never! Lucky me.
   It's tragic that the best amputee hospitals are located in other parts of the country or are military only, but much study has been made recently with the number of amputees the military is providing these days, and new treatments. All of which I am open too receiving.
   I don't like being treated like a drug seeking addict, however, I dislike even more all the screaming, for hours, every week lately. In fact, the BEAS (Bureau of Elderly and Adult Services) has launched an investigation after numerous complaints for my neighbors claiming I am screaming for 20hrs at a time (Actually 28+hrs).
   This is not make believe!!!
and now I am developing all kinds of "New" medical issues due to my revised lifestyle.
    If I were more of a conspiracy Theorist, I would say it's almost as if the Government wants all disabled people dead. (Google it... it's a thing)
   With that, I will search out any professional Medical Doctor willing to take on my case... or at least I will die trying.
   I will of course contact you for any assistance I will need with transportation etc. Possibly a newer vehicle.

 Thank you,
Sincerely,
E Kei

I am the foremost Authority on this subject, not by choice. Those who are forced to live like this, stay in bed all day, and do very little.
They can't. If I wish to LIVE my life, best I can, I need medically supervised medication.

PS: I would be more than "Willing" to stay at GSPA, if they would hire a MD Doctor, and were "Willing" to treat pain. Not detox patients. I was forced to quit cold turkey... it was nothing in comparison to screaming at the top of my lungs for hours on end.

   NO SHIT